Believe it or not, I've never attended a real party. I've never had much of a social life, mostly through my own choice, but stemming from my social ineptitudes. Now, I did attend a part with my father, although it wasn't so much a celebration as it was a booze fest. That was when I had my first taste of Jagermeister and could bike from the venue ( Read more... )

I was seeing shit everywhere, and it scared the living hell out of me. I went outside, because surprisingly, there was more light out there, and the shadows don't like light. They won't go near it. So I found mom and the flashlight, then got distracted and started chasing fireflies, careful not to stray too far from the house.

That night sucked.

Our family doesn't have a lot of money, so that makes getting into college kind of a struggle, but another thing is that I'm sick, like, in my head.

The only things I really can do (and am doing) to overcome this is by saving up money by doing odd jobs and whatnot, and by going to see a counselor so we can hopefully get me on a medication plan that ( Read more... )

My ideal lifestyle would be to be sitting in an apartment, not totally incapacitated, with a bag of Jalapeno Popper flavored Doritos and one of those snazzy new Ice Age popsicles...the ones with the gummy acorn in them. I'd be sitting on a saucer chair, with a foot stool, of course, to make it feel like I'm totally kicked back and relaxed, and I'd ( Read more... )

The last time I stayed up all night was two days ago. I was unable to get to sleep because my thoughts were racing. I was paranoid that if I fell asleep, I probably wouldn't wake up.

Also, while I slept, I thought that one of my parents would ransack my room, looking for drugs that weren't there, or some sort of evidence that I was worshipping the " ( Read more... )

Zach Wahhsted, from Terry Trueman's book 'Inside Out.'
House... I've been told I'm the physical manifestation of his character...by more than a few people. haha.
And...Alice... (Alice in Wonderland)
....Donnie Darko, as an afterthought. I've been compared to his character.